Do~Re~Mi` Fa~So* La^ Ti~Do

The leap...

2010-06-14T01:21:00.003+08:00

12th of June a memorable day for my family as we attend mei yi sis wedding, where i will be doing some small contribution dedicating the compose piece for her...Before hand already had a rehersal on thursday, however never knew that i would be so nervous, on the actual day itself..
My hands and my heart was tighten, as more and more people sitting down in the auditorium...I tried to calm my self down..

When i walked on to the stage as my frozen shaky hands, touches the cold white and black keys of the keyboard.. my hand is not listening to my commands,I knew it was the first time performing in the crowd, the thought of playing wrongly did not realli pull me down, as i noe the chances of playing wrongly is high, try to concentrate and play as smoothly as possible..haha I made quite a few mistakes, luckliy the crowd was busy clapping...kinda make it not so obvious..

That was for the first song...after which i calm down a bit..for the second song everyone was quiet and i played a smal solo part...while they signing the papers...i tried to pull my way through with some on the spot improvisation..haha...it was realli trying to make time move faster...

After everything, my heart was blessed with joy but i felt a bit dissapointed... Thou knowing the fact, i never wanted to give stress to myself and not to tell myself die die also must make it perfect...no mistakes while playing...That is not like me...my mind encourages me to learn from this experience...how it felt like playing on a stage...where everyone is looking, listening...to ur music..i am glad, i had this opportunity,

I will remember the moment when touch the first note...I appreciate the comments of others...and I realli hope to learn more from people...I want to be better in it...as i take a step at a time closer to my dreams...

Today met with guo xian and jess to watch A team. The movie was great..with were looking for kennie's present but drifted to yamaha playing guitar...as usual har i guess...where jess asked me to demo the song i played yesterday...I wasn't as nervous..but they keys were hard..lolz..so it requires more finger strength...which think about it...maybe a while more..i will change to a upright piano. hmm but that comes after working and working...

haiz...i have so much in my mind now...i never knew i will come so far....I hope i can get the support around me, telling me that i am nt jus day dreaming. I not aiming for the best in the world, i jus wana be a simple person..

hey ken thx for the gift from taiwan...
"行动是梦想的开始。。"

Learn to Learn from others...and people will learn from you

2010-05-09T21:44:00.002+08:00

Today's topic, to learn from others...and others will learn from you, also can be said as mutual respect to people, to show respect to people, people will show respect to you. setbacks are things that we stumbled on, to forget and understand the reason why we are standing here today. I am just worried, that my path is not a smooth journey to the goal.

my friend says, it is time we think about the future, be positive about it, be confident and setting ur mindset straight allows us to not go sideways. Actions is harder to achieve than the mind, but i have tried to make myself to acheive both, mentally and physically. I believe i am nt alone...but i also believe it takes more effort to do than to say. There are many troubles in life, yet there are so little things that we understand.

Currently preparing the song, for cousin's wedding...quite a challenge...I have played the piano for a year plus already. I remember i tell myself that after entering the unit, i will find sometime for learning, from a teacher, taking lessons.

However time doesn't seems to be in my favour. Now i am still learning alone, i am not a prodigy and like any other normal people, i am unable to breakthrough from my current state. I still like to configure my own world of melodies, only knowing every pieces, tells a different story. I wish i can be better in many things, but i am only average in most things..I am nt giving up, or else i will not start in the first place.

I understand that many friends out there, are kinda down. Time seems to be insufficient...Some are stress...some are tired with trainings..some are down with many things. That is why i always wana make every weekends meaningful to be able to meet ur out, watching movies talking cock...no matter where u are, what u are busy about....

..chill haha..nth compares to some craps and good time spend well with friends :)

till next time..

乐神！！ WOW lolz...

2010-02-21T00:23:00.002+08:00

Met up with the poly gang...for L4D2...lolz...has been realli sometime since i saw kennie lolz..since he has been MIA for sometime..haha...heard from him that he will be going to thailand for excericse...all the best man...take care...

As usual, the good old days, jess and vicki came to join us for dinner... sadly arh soon and kennie have to leave for night events...got this veri interesting T shirt made by guo xian and Jess for birthday present..LOL haha was shocked that the front cover..was hand drawn, i thought it was some sort of printing...veri nicely drawn..haha thx man realli appreciate the effort..and of course... behind the shirt printed with this 2 words " 乐神 "dedeicated by guo xian....lol..haha

(O.O)'' thx man!

had a great day thank you...and take care...everyone..

HAPPY TIGER YEAR meow~

2010-02-16T21:35:00.003+08:00

yeah i am back LOL...first of all happy 2010 haha i think the last post was about 2009 so HAHA yeah...lets welcome this year with my first post, yeah and so i have finish the 7 weeks of bmt in tekong when i thought life would be better...i kana post to some realli ulu camp in singapore...HAHA! life there isn't tat bad thou...getting used...any way HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR to everyone LOL...yeah...and happy birthday to me who turned 21 this year...

There is a few dedications to make...first of all...

THx gerald...bixia kendrick uncle claron, jun jie for the camera...like it alot thank you veri much

THx all my frens varies from poly.... primary to my recent new added group of friends my blood brothers in the army LOL! haha thx for the wishes

REALLI APPRECIATE IT!

Hahaha promise to put up more photos, from the camera next time...

till next time good nite~

back...

2009-11-21T10:55:00.005+08:00

Lol haha pi seih pi seih, have received many messages from the previous tagboard, that this blog is dieing soon haha...Due to the fact that i was in tekong for national service, haha so pretty nth much to talk about, i am sure those who went thru it noes alot about it haha...

Army wasn't that bad, learn pretty much things thou never got to do many physical stuff due to my pess condition..it was still nt that bad...made many nice and funny friends too..

Clear morning skies and starry night skies are the things u wun get to see in singapore, but get to view it in tekong...

haha and so i was locked in that place for 2 weeks...

2 weeks later...met up with everyone from the poly gang to celebrates jess's birthday...

here are the recaps...

haha almost all botaks...lolz...

haha suppose to have more pictures lolz...but haven receive all so these are the few...

we bought a veri nice and interesting shirt for jess haha.. after which...haha candy's birthday ...

lol...for the first time we went to her house and celebrate...it was her 21st birthday celebration haha..HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!! lolz...everyone was there lolz...so i guess it was a grand union for all of us...

another 2 weeks and 2 days till POC....lolz...till than...

YEEEEEEEEEEEEE HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!

2009-09-25T01:52:00.002+08:00

I have been listening and listening and listening to japanese songs this few days...maybe going to become weeks...Nt sure if it will stretch to months...LOL...went to k box yesterday with gerald bixia and kendrick...Suddenly all of us isn't veri enthu about singing on that day....but we did sang many same songs, which i think tat was the reason why it became boring...

My Enlistment date is approaching...22nd october... Most of my frens has went in...Some of the rest..preparing to go in...Anyway, I will be the last to enter. Haha thinking of it isn't any bad, but thinking of the future, makes me worried alittle, not sure if it is because i am too bored or wat, i start to worried and scared about, the path ahead...

Thou i noe, i always told myself, in the 2 years in army wait patiently and think carefully wat i wana study but I think i am more of a pessismistic person, sometimes can't get the bad thoughts of my mind...Keep afraid of the uncertainty that holds beyond my visions...

Mum used to say that i am person tat takes things for granted..lolz..
I am nt very confident in myself either...but i always willing to try....
I guess it is still too early to do anything yet...might as well..nt to worried much, making myself suffer more LOL...

25/9/2009 ---------2.02am

Surf the net...and went to ai otsuka's fan page..saw tis line

"You’re introduced to an instrument only once.
Your acquaintance is the chosen fate of the instrument.
Even if you have a painful experience—even if you become discouraged, Together you make it through, together you give it your all, together you smile.
Then sound is born.
What’s important is that you walk facing forward, without turning your back to it, and coming to an understanding. To never run away. And then the rest is history, forever deepening.

Life is only wasted when this isn’t realized early enough☆

Someone questioned, does passion has an expiry date?

Maybe...

But for me i hope it can last forever ~

Until next time !!!! O.O

The sea

2009-08-12T00:02:00.002+08:00

When to East Coast park with gerald bixia and claron...we had a LONG WALK..thx arh claron...lolz..but paid off with a nice meal at the hawker center...set down and chit chat...but half of the time i was staring off at that the sea...lolz...

When home written this...

一片浪花打着海岸的声音
沙沙的刷白了心中那忧郁
忽然听见她微弱中的叹气
浅浅忘了心躺在泪滴

天空与大海慢慢合为一体
空气中那淡淡悲伤的气息
她的沉默也把我变得沉静
单调却有着深深的触及

感动了我~的你
突然莫名而来的感激
悲欢离合还要会学得更加用心

牵动了我~的你
沉溺在你迷人的声音
把我一切都掏出去，陶醉在您声音

lolz...just find it realli interesting so i blog this...COMMENTS are welcomed haha!

........

2009-08-05T00:37:00.003+08:00

I found something really interesting about the concept of
"Not everything is under our control.... "
I understands that every family will have a difficult time, an issue to overcome. Some might concern to faith..looking within the religious..praying for hopes and miracles to happened.....

To me...

Really there isn't anything to be proud of...

I wasn't any top students in any schools...

I wasn't born to be any talented musicians....

I wasn't born with any extra talent........

but....

I am happy with people around me....

I have frens around me....

I have my family beside me....

and hopefully i will create one myself in the future...

If ever of ur, met smth realli screwed down the heart...pain..crying...

THINK OF COUNTING THE HAPPY TIMES TAT HAPPENS IN UR LIFE..
This isn't pushing...and making urself believe and wat people says 自我安慰

but telling urself why so much bad things happens to you would not make life any better...i guess...

U might say i am a happy guy and carefree....haha...who dun wans to be....how much many people hope to be...

Living in reality might not be the most happiest period of time when u met something realli bad...but...similarly it can always also be your most happiest moment when u appreciates and believe tat all this fortunate stuffs wasn't just pure coincedence....

Sister's Graduation

2009-07-12T00:14:00.005+08:00

Yoz~has been realli sometime haha, yeah so here is some realli interesting stuffs going on..My sis ter has finally graduated from NUS after a real struggle of mugging and sleepless nightz on her exams..She is relieved... me and my parents are relieved haha....For the graduation, we are supposed to dressed veri formal haha..the dress code is a shirt plus a tie..haha..which to me is troublesome, lolz..who would wear tat now in the SUPER DUPER HOT weather..now..lolz..

Anyway i was in dad's car so haha..i guess "Weather" wasn't an issue, since there is air condition haha..so haha here are some happy recaps..

me and sister (we looked alike??)

HAHA something i thought i was impressed myself haha..in my family other than my sister which was once a perfect has tie a tie before..none of us noes how to tie the tie..LOL..so i was like "haha"..So i remember something my POLY TEACHER TAUGHT ME..

When ever i am facing some preoblems in life...he will always say this to me

I am serious nt kiddin LOL...

He used to say.."Search in google see if there have..."

lolz..i admit i think that is the only fastest soution i can get..SO...i went to google i typed..

"Tie a tie"

haha tada there comes out hundred of weblinks...so i jus anyhow choose one..which normally i will choose the first link of the page..than i watched the video on tie a tie lolz..within 10 mins i got my tie...haha thou it wasn't perfect, i always thought it was tough ... until i tired it, it is pretty easy lolz..haha anyway it was jus a small little coincidence that got me..

haha comes to think of it..i thought about myself, when will i be like sis..able to get a uni cert haha..yesterday kennie went into army haha..seen his blog..and he talked about how all of us will be in 5 years time haha..i wonder..when will that hat be on mine head LOL...i guess everything comes with an effort and a price haha...hopefully my turn comes soon haha until next time

bye~

Working soon~ My new NDS lite~ First self written song..

2009-05-29T22:37:00.002+08:00

yeah hahaha was a great week..enjoyed alot..played many L4d this few days with jun jie and gerlad they all..hahaha everyone becaming pros liao..went to gerald's graduation today, his graduation entire looks erm kinda similar to mine..lookin at his graduation haha kinda thought of my own graduation..i looked at jun jie and told him the next "graduation"..will be ORD lolz..and he turned to me replied excitedly that he will be going in a few weeks later..LOL all the best man!.. mine is like O.o so far away LOL..so ching hui join us for L4d today..and damn wat can i expect from him..since primary school he has been a gamer..from dota..to HAHAH i think too much for me think about it...of course other than dota..he is also good in singing LOL..yesterday we pia LOTS of zhou jie lun song sia hahaha!!! i sing until cock up..after which when to met weeming..4 of all us with yu ting went pasta mania to had dinner..lolz..than come my house..haha which wee ming show us his secret guitar techniques LOL...realli cool to see many frens passion in singing and playing guitar and stuff..which than i jus show them my first composition LOLz...hahaha...i written the lyrics and piano accompany myself FIRST TIME..

hahahaha might nt be a big deal..but a first step for me..kinda cool..when finish it..thou i think there is certain parts i should improve on..here is the lyrics...

毛毛雨

verse 1:
灰暗的天
雨下短短的瞬间。。
世界沉默了一天。。
你留下的眼泪

verse 2:
毛毛雨点。。
坠入绝望的瞬间。。
说不出任何字眼。。
转身后没再见

chorus:
模模糊糊思念蔓延
挂着泪水停顿一切
落幕.重演当初我的直接

散不去的点点绕在身边
解不开缠绵的誓言
我还能做什么这还能做什么。。好想你。。。yeah~

Questions?? lolz..
Interms of chinese standard i am nt that zai..haha so if there is wrong characters..let me apologize first..interms of wat does it mean lolz....too diffciult for me to write it down...lolz..
anyway inspiration?? lolz..i think was last year bah..during project time..around november season or december hahaha..it has been drizzling or heavy pours for a few days...so got the drizzling effect on me..lolz..i am nt being emo when i stare at the rain..but jus thought starts to flows in...too bad i dun think i can upload the piano accompany yet..because i think i have to do some adjustments plus i need to get the music thing into my blog..so hopefully soon i will be able to do tat..lol.zzz...any it was great tat i finally FINISH it !!! haha kinda torture..because when i sing it..i feel weird..like the key nt correct..a female voice will definetly sounds better lolz..
HHAHAHAHA anyway...this song is a slow..sad..song..haha..

I will be starting work nxt friday..and HAHAH getting my NDS lite next week..lolz..will blog soon..and hope to write more songs in the future..till than :)

14/05/2009 - The Moment I have been Waiting

2009-05-16T01:33:00.006+08:00

Haha 我真有艳福！！！ HAHAHA 母子

The moment of truth, a road that took me 3 years...
-A path where i have walk through and met many different faces.
-A lesson that i have learnt how to react and face different situations.
-An interesting 3 years that filled with joy and laughter.

These are the 3 things i have gained during these 3 years, haha i was so excited about the graduation and did nt realli sleep well the previous night. The end of every phase as i have always mention comes a new start..problem is haha i still nt realli sure wat that new start is all about. Opportunity to get into uni will be my main objective during my 2 years lifetime in army..at the same time thinking about the courses and aspects i hope to really get into..and of course pursuing my dream furthering on music..

I was glad mum came, auntie hao also came haha.. sad that ah pa wasn't able to turn up due to sore eyes..ah jie also cannot come due to work..but all of them congratulate me WAHAHA
.haha bascially everyone was like CRAZILY taking pitures..posing around..making fun of ourselves lolz..many mad moments.. haha Recaps LOLZZ

Kennie was utterly beaten LOL and Of course the bachelours LOL

My EMD teacher during 2nd year haha~ (wat is with my face??lolz..) The ultimate formtion?? LOL

haha glad that most of my friends came..sad that some of them did nt attend..haha hey lucky thing is all of us are still in contact..coolz...It was a realli fun moment haha until my sis get her uni degree this year i guess there will be even much more fun..maybe me too?! LOL

Lol me and kennie was super duper high LOL we started to act as some bodyguard around guoxian LOL

Kennie attempt to be the fake EE president haha mai siao siao lolz..look at the number of certs i holding hahaha (inside are all empties...=.=)..

It was a great day..Fun and of course unforgettable..lolz..still remember the times when i first day in Ngee Ann till the last day i left Ngee Ann officially..The journey was memorable, to all my poly frens lolz..those going army, those going work, those ready for university.. HAHA lolz..and(yeah..) i am talking about u arh soon LOL...dun MIA..i will dig u out 1 by 1 lolz...(jkin)..

No need to mention names arh lolz..

Keep in touch..guyz..

Future..Army..Life..Piano..

2009-04-26T00:01:00.008+08:00

Thought about some issues this few days..firstly got my army letter a day later than my frens lolz..gerald laugh at me saying that i am in the sisis club and therefore my letter has postponed on me..This morning i receive it..and saw the date ..23/10/2009..11.45am...The turning point of life...serve the nation...bascially i think i will be in the office most of the time haha since my pess status destined me so..Today stayed at home for the first time felt relieved because no need to work liao..haha but since my holiday period is still long i think still have to look for another job to pass my time bah..lol..and of course more money to spend..

Today went to wei jie's choir practice..met a bunch of music people..amuse and shock by the fact that i am still SO FAR AWAY from the goal.. met some great peoples and this teacher..haha which i didn't noe she was a teacher, they were happily talking about life and i was happily fooling around with the keyboard, wei jie trying to introduce me to this teacher, and because of my blur and without nowing the facts..

I asked her..

"Joke of the day"

erm Sorry what grade are u currently in...Her reply was she nt getting any grades anymore..she is the one grading people..

i guess this picture explains my thoughts..

yeah..never knewing..imgaine a god hands infont of u..ignore the fact that she might be some powerful pianist, the fact that she is a teacher i was kinda shock liao haha.. After which she demos..LOLZ..haha first time i see spider running on the keys..my eyes almost cannot catch up wat she playing..

Ya as she explains many things about herself about her music experience and her life..haha which i start to wonder, where am i heading anyway, lolz..ya i am interested in piano..I have started thnking of playing it since..the day i touch a toy keyboard in isetan..Dreamt of buying a keyboard..got a keyboard..played..never realli count the periods of how long i have played it..dunno which catagory am i involved in..good..bad..trying..

I guess i am still trying veri hard la..but after hearing all of it..time to seriously start some scales practices and my poor sight reading.. haha..hopefully, i can reach her standard in 100 years LOL.

Jus another random track..

2009-03-29T23:37:00.004+08:00

yeah..gonna make it short.. here is a song which i wana introduce to anyone who comes by my blog hehe..

Song titled: Uroko 鱗 Artisit: 秦基博 (Hata Motohiro), yup got to know this singer from an online singer, whom post a video on his newest single..so i went to listen to his other tracks and found this song kinda impressive..a catchy rythm, slightly fast pace...his live is nt bad also..so make sure to check out this singer..

The River flows into the vast ocean..

2009-03-29T01:37:00.002+08:00

River flows in you~ a unique piece of music..composed by Yiruma, a korean artist..(I think so..)
The song has a unique tempo which is hard to catch up hehe..and i would say a best piece of lullaby, if u are suffering from any sleeping disorders u can try listening to this song..

yup as life continues..Lol i make it sounds like it is gonna end, lolz..

This is my first week of working, and everything seems to be fine..seeing lots of office ladies, aunties, haha.. yup.. i am a official "跑腿" .. i am working as a IT helper in PAP headquarters..

Yeah, i am working under the GOVERNMENT.. dun be mistaken.. that dosen't makes me any related with top secret spies or FBIs..hehe. I working under the infocommunication divisions helping stuffs all around Singapore..including CCs and Headquarters.. to do Archiving..
Mainly because most stuffs are not as knowlegable as us in using computers.. Therefore i am there to guide them on making a backup for the emails.. jus incase they need to view it..

Work objective: Create and teach users.. (Most of the time..sit and stare at the computer..)
yeah..the job is kinda fun.. but can be tiring.. because u need to stare at the screen most of the time and the computers processing speeds are sometimes slow..Therefore being patient is part of my job.. haha, fun part..lolz..u get to be pros..for the day. Things that might be simple to you, is difficult for others.. varies against different people.. Hopefully i dun screw up their mails hehe

yup went to watch the departures..with the same old gang (soon, me, jess, gx). before that day met with soon for dinner and went to buy collar shirts.. hehe. I dunno why, that is how ironic life is like tat.. i kinda miss school days..hehe.. Departure was a nice movie..many nice scenary in the movie..some parts were funni..and the music was smoothing and nice.. i almost fell a sleep thou haha..but tahan thru the whole 130 mins.. During the last part of the movie i felt, touched.. It is up to personal, how people view death..

1.) Death: end of a human life span..finish..gone..nothing left..vanish from the face of the earth..sad..

2.) Death: Released, an end of something, happy, respect, ETERNAL　　HOLIDAY...

Haha yeah.. to the deaths we respect, and that is what this show has told me, life will end some day.. people will die one day..

To know, that the end of something.. is a start of another..
A recommended show for everyone.. but if u hopeing to have some hard core laughter.. than it might disappoint u little..

The night walk..

2009-03-17T20:20:00.003+08:00

Organizer: Mr arh soon

Yes, according to our organizer mr arh soon who is organizing this trip, our mission is to conquer of course the

THE MOST SPECTACULAR

Mount Faber... O.O

yeah...serious.. on top that park is hidden with many wonderfull surprises of course personally i will like to go there in the morning..but in the night it is yet another mysterious, romantic, scary?? haha for those whom never went there before might wana this place out! This is the bridge... a veri tall bridge hahaha and the view from above shows u how BIG singapore is lol..

we rest a while and guo xian bought this can of soya milk.. yeah.. it is the most disgusting milk u can ever test... it taste?? rather nt soya and rather nt condense milk... haha and from the look of jess's face u should noe...it dun test good LOL..

basically that is all for today till tm ?? haha

holidays~~ a never ending ocean of fun laughter

2009-03-12T02:11:00.004+08:00

HOLIDAYS!!! yahoo, hahahaha cool.. yee haaa..

(pi seih 自HIGH...)

Happy birthday Gerald LOLz...haha ya thou it has like past a few days liao.. haha pi seih i too lazy to blog liao.. LOL yup 20 already har.. cool rite??

Same age people or friends will call us "MAN" or "ADULTS" sounds great right!!

.. M　A N... :)好听。。

Small, innocent kids and will call us "UNCLE" ?? sounds @#$#@%#!! haha jkin

.. U N C L E... :( 还好。。

hahahahaha :P

Anyway had a great day of celebration on 3/8/2009 of course, it is mr 38三八(Gerald) birthday.. haha no offence it is jus the date is too auspicious haha..
Hope u like the present.. thou is kinda big bulky and u have to chip in a little more to get it working hahaha.. dun worry there is always next year.. and next year is the BIG 21 haha...(blackjack???) LOL

ya of course when i see myself or frens grow older.. will start to miss the younger versions of ourselves..haha the days when we are typically define as..SHIT

S tupid
H ilariou
I diotc
T imid

haha the days when u do stupid stuffs like playing with metal rulers?? fight in the corridors and jus nice a female classmate of ours walk by...(SIANZ)

The days when all of us is crazy about yu gi oh..
The days in " T O U G H "club when we used to discuss about gunbound..
The days when kids chase after each other jus to hit his "香蕉" OMG LOLZ..

The things we do are like SHIT, but at the same time it is stupid hilarious idiotic haha and of course kids are timid..

School days haha i had never forgotten it, it is as clear as crystal.. brings u thru the journey of happiness and sad and eventually to the future, passing on to the next generations..

and of course the end of a phase means starting a new chapter of one's life..
Poly life officially ends on 14th may 2009.. haha NS life starts around there i suppose haha..and after which working life.. blah blah blah until when the earth crumbles like a cookie and u lay flat motionless on the ground.. hehehe

moving house soon..miss pasir ris.. thou stayed here for jus a short year..lol..hope i will be back again here in the future..if there is a chance..haha..REST OF THE HOLIDAYS..

MUM "go and find work la...你不要呆在家里arh.."

+_+ "yeah will la haha"

to be continued.... :P

holidays~~ a never ending ocean of fun laughter and ROTting.....

2009-03-12T02:11:00.000+08:00

I can't stop loving you~~

2009-02-24T01:53:00.005+08:00

Went to school today to finish fixing the pieces and bits of my project stuff. When to school to meet up with the gang..ying jie seems veri excited in putting an end to his misery of project LOL...Today is handing in our final report..yeah..tiring sia..after spending some efficient time at home the previous days trying to finish writing it..haha..the finished product..yeah..was satifactory..glad that there is "NO MORE WRITING.." Brings a clean and clear stop to work..

As usual, being at home is always msn "Always Online" hehe..keyboard..guitar..eat..sleep..etc.. I was wondering how long such a life can i keep up with hehe..just need a few more days?weeks? of break.. than have to find job..work..provide..feed..haha..What do you think? I am already big enough to do so..hahaha..working can be fun..can be tiring..depending which job i kana..I am nt really picky, but at least a job which work load is achievable for a human.

Watched this anime movie...Metropolis.
What grap my attention to re-watch this movie was its nice twist of jazz music into its scenes.I've got to admit, there are times where it is kinda boring..but overall, for a year 2001 produced film. I think it is up to standard or that is what i thought so. Especially, at the ending scene, this song wraps up all, left me a deep impression when i watched it during secondary school..

Song titles"I can't stop loving you~~" written by Don Gibson, performed by Ray Charles..

yeah it is an oldies..haha..mum and dad's generation..

haha that's all for today.. :)

Blog MOre idiot..!! haha

2009-02-22T01:58:00.003+08:00

Guo xian "The ROCKER"

Jess 少女杀手!!!

voice"Blog more Idiot!!"

Yeah i am trying too haha, ya i noe kinda late haha but, yup thx for the cake and card arh!!. LOL.. even after projects.. faces around me isn't realli changing much... Thou if u ask me, i will tell you i am .. RELEASED..I noe there are many stupid stuff and things...kinda like forcing pple mood down. yet always remember this line..雨后就会有天晴。。yeah.. hahaha

LoL haha playing with my new "toy" officially mistress. I am nt being 花心.. haha i state first.. I like piano alot, and the thought of furthering it has always been the main piority, if i have the chance, if i dun.. haha i will create that chance.. Anyway..my past time now.. is writting report..The words counting never goes down..Seriously after 3 long years in Ngee Ann. This report has been the most.. 唠叨 and 长气..report i have written.
Depends of the mood of the reader..if he can last thru the pages haha..

Until next time...

It is all about life..

2009-02-18T01:07:00.005+08:00

yeah..it is all about life..finally, after a tedious and tiring struggle for 6 long months..can u imagine on 16th of feburary 2009..Everything has come an end..Haha there is so much to write that i am a little out of words..so here is a recap of these pass few days..

13th feb 2009 (Black friday)

yup last day of preparation, still hoping for some hope that my hardware will work..lolz..tired for ours.. screwing and unscrewing using the multimeter test here and there..maybe i have missed out smth..maybe i didn't..LOL i jus dunno where the hell it went wrong..my last solution to end this thing.. focus on the presentation try my luck again on monday..However thou i noe the precentage of it working is near to zero percent..after school met with the secondary gang.. haha gerald, bixia, kenrick, diana and jun jie..ate at pasta mania at marine parade.. haha yeah long time since i had a meal there since last year my birthday celebration was at sakura..the gang surprise me with a cap haha..it was a cool cap.. haha suits me i like it alot..HAHA.. i got many chocolates on that day LOL.. thx man.. we talked and took pictures.. after dinner went to the playground..settled down and played games.. HAHAHA.. i am realli dumb in mind games.. always noe my reaction is slower than a tortise HAHA.. but it was realli fun.. the forfeits were HAHA DAMN.. makes people dun noe should laugh or cry haha..it was a great day! thx guys realli thx..ur make 13th the friday nt as black as it is instead it was kinda colorful haha.

14th feb 2009

yup yup yup..19 years of singlehood haha i am nt complaining, being single is cool..haha..Went to school for a mock rehersal..everyone was there haha, it is like the real thing.. thou the atmosphere is nt as tense as it is.. we were discussing on each grps strengths and weakness.. wat to improve and wat to change, so that on the actual day itself wun get killed so bad.. haha jus when everything ended..jess surprise me with a "advanced" birthday present haha..(read on u will understand..) A mini guitar lolz.. it was realli thoughtfull of them.. seriously fills in the empty space on my table HAHAHAHA..thx man

15th feb 2009

hahaha yeah my birthday!! How exciting it is =.= haha.. 20 years living in this world le.. 20!! realli hope luck is by my side.. tm.. my final effort for this 3 years in school..anyway.. had KFC family meal at home in the night haha..followed jess to pick his presents for 3 fortunate ladies including miss "K.E"..haha yeah.. pi seih sensitive topic..haha

16th feb 2009

yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah.. damn super excited u cannot imagine.. how excited am i..or instead nervous.. slept less than 3 hours.. and a grumpy stomach in the morning.. damn.. haha reached school at 7.30..(my earliest record in the whole 3 years school life....)meet up with, guo xian, arh soon, wenting and candy for breakfast..LOL soon spiked his hair man cool..That day everyone were dress in formal..like big lawyers and prosecuters.. haha.. of course.. and victim (gong rui) haha.. Last minute preapration, i was too nervous went to the toilet again.. when i came back..HAHAHA received a fabulous news..my grp is the 3rd to present..haha wat luck man..LOL.. yj..gx and me.. were damn happy.. "go up faster, die faster, finish it once and for all".. LOL our aim hahahaha. HUART ARH!! So in the morning the grp arrangements were like this..

1.) Green tea boys.. (Electrical House monitoring system)
2.) The unkowns..(pi seih i forgotten haha
3.) DCMP -Dun call my mother pig (The accident avoidance system)

LOL, it was my last fight in this fyp.. i am giving it my 100 % full attack on that day.. thou i never attack much..instead got shot LOL..however come to think about it.. it wasn' tat bad..hahaha.. i am sure.. that moment.. 1.) We were calm..thou i was shacking lol..2.) We noe wat we are talking lolz.. 3.) We did our best..

I guess for 3 of us..giving our best shot..was the most remarkable and unforgettable thing to remember..it was a long road..and for around 20 mins.. it ended..

If u wana ask me.. how is it like??

Ans: It feels like u have constipation for days and finally u shit some decent shit..("yj's answer") haha kiddin..

It was great, but tiring.. when it ended..mybrain processor stops so quick that i am still in the situation.. However quickly i retirieve my senses.. haha, even the skies looks clearer than before HAHAHA..2nd happy thing is all of my frens went thru it..The tense atmoshpere slowesly fades away..

damn..but still have to tahan until 6 pm.. after all grps presents.. it was the best speaker award..time..Congradulates.. Candy and Wenting..after which photo shooting.. yeah.. at that moment.. i am trying my best to open my eyes as big as possible..trying to smile as long as possible..HAHA realli damn chui..

Jess came to meet us for dinner...LOL smth veri shocking happened, i am typically lost for words...

Jess "hey ming help me take the guitar.."
Arh soon " I help u take ur bag.."
me " ok.."
Arh soon " Happy birthday..!!"

me " ..... "

me " wtf... "

Basically i was shock..blur..guo xian was laughing at my fucked up expression..i was basically unsure wat the hell has happened...I open up the bag..and inside was lying a red and black colored guitar..(nt the mini size one...) yeah.. the big one..LOL

On the bus all the way to sumo house..i was..still blur...until after dinner..than i realise..here is some recaps..

I noe i said alot many..times..thx thx thx to many different people..but to all my frens THX x99..realli thx..it was a memorable 20th year old..

saturdays~~ +.=

2009-02-07T21:14:00.003+08:00

Blur..confuse..lost..sick..irritated..so many words to describe the past few weeks i have been going through. Even "best" just fell sick recently, which i think is due to overdose of"ba guas" and junk foods.... lolz...damn such a good timing to fell sick now.

As usual rushing my project, goes school with that same old face.. reach home with that same old face...dream of the same old things... wth hell lolz.. i dun even feel like having meals sometimes...guess it is time to see a docter.. I still trying to pull off smth, realli got to say, studying in poly for 3 years never ever felt so tight before.. Reason being, 1.) Last semester le who dun wana end it with a bang!?? and do well in it.. The more i think about it, the more i look at my things = shit... On second thought..why dun i just blame others..

haha it is jus how contradicting things are going on in this tiny brain.. when you get sad, angry, frustrated.. you will tend to think towards the "devils" side, u will hate, swear, blame etc.However, think again?? What is the point.. at the end of the day..you still have to complete the stuffs...lolz..i am not running away..curently still trying, thou i noe luck might be nt always by my side... Last week of fyp and marks an end of my 3 years run in this course... HAHAHA...

PUSH PUSH !! CHOP CHOP !! finish it... and give me a break...damnz..lolz..

初三

2009-01-28T23:54:00.003+08:00

Today is the 3rd day of chinese new year (初三)... So far so good for the chinese new year marathon.. I have been eating and drinking alot lately, rubbsih food like bagua (肉干)...some fish ball crackers and of course my main food supply everyday..rice.. Remember the days, when i use to eat as if my family runs a 24 hours macdonald..Thou i noe many people say "damn!! 你瘦很多"..YEAH..but i was once a "ah pui".. thou i am still called a ah pui now =.= lolz.. anyway fyp is busy as usual... Zzz.Zzz.zz

Today me,jess,ah soon,ke-nnie went to plaza singapura to take a walk after school...Jess wanted to buy his guitar strings..lolz.. as usual while he is busy choosing his strings for his wife, i went to next door which is "The Keyboard Heaven". LOL yeah! i bet the workers there are tired of seeing me. It is like one of my top 10 favourite spots to hang out..HAHA.. As usual i tested every single one as if it was my house..haha..(Super thick skin LOL). Soon called me don't to be stupid and play "that song" LOL.. (u get wat i mean right :P). So i tried out 安静 the intro and alittle of the starting. Than suddenly there was this bunch of kids came in, there was this girl who heard the music and started sing along with it..LOL----------->I was like haha "wth" O.o...

Jess came in later on, empty handed because the guitar strings sold out.. We split our ways with ah soon as he waits for his friend in P.S and we proceed on to chinatown.. for some reasons..KE-NNIE.. "guide" us around and we became wondering souls roaming around the city. LOL the famous conversation of the day....

kennie " Hey we go geyland la?"
xm " Go there do wat?"
kennie " Walk walk, see see lo.. we can go eat tao hui !"
jess " 田鸡粥 arh!"
xm " Wat is there to see??"
kennie " (smirky face) ur wana go geyland or not?"
xm " =.= "

LOLz jess and i were half dead due to fatigue plus walking around chinatown and landed up at suntec city.... What a day... so the end of the day.. we ended with this line " I realli want to slap you.."

haha jkin jkin :)

我的第一次 + The Renuion Dinner...

2009-01-25T09:59:00.000+08:00

我第一次...blogging..

Lol dun be shock! Sound like i am the least expected person that will actually set up a blog..LOL..So allow me to announce........"MY TURN TO BLOG"...haha..... ok....

Nothing very complex or confusing here.... just wanted to record and show some interesting, funni, stupid, idiotic and of course happy moments that happened in my pathetic life. Hope anyone that came here will have a smile on their face after reading it HAHAHA..

"Tired..tired..tired"..my same old line, bringing it from school to home...Thou i am not realli sure what the hell is draining energy away from me, maybe i should sleep early and wake up early.In the morning when i was doing some soldering, at the opposite blog there was this person blowing flute.."吹笛子".. sounds realli nice and cool. I got a morning nagging from my mum as usual, until half way during her "speech".. she added this line, which i personally think is kinda cute and funni with the way she pronounce it haha...

Mum: " The person playing the "fruit".. wah nt bad arh.."

son: " : ) (controlling) ... Can u say tat again wat is it called? "

Mum: "Fruit...fluit...flu...flu..flu????...te " <---------looking for the correct alphabet to pronouce

son: " ** laughter** " (sorry mum..)

Basically mum is trying to pronounce the letter L and due to some "technical difficulties".. The letter L upgrades to R. Basically that was the morning joke tat made me awake.. HAHAHA

Met with ching hui and Yu ting shopping for steamboat food at Sinapore Post's fair price. In the night waited for wee ming. Soon wei jie reach also... and the feast begins... here are some recaps.. haha....

满汉全席。。jus a simple combinations of meat balls, hot dogs, veg, and meat..

After dinner we talk about magicians and watch some incredible videos of japan magic on youtube.. when suddenly i mention about japanese ghosts.. hahaaha no offence are friends..

Jus nice after ching hui and i said about army ghost stuff..we took photos.. and

TADA~~

wei jie.."s.. FACE WAS COVERED BY unkown dark spots...?

HAHAHA it was jus some lightings problem how about another shot?

Yeah~ NIce hahaha

It was a great day, yesterday...Hope everyone enjoyed it :)