Friday, September 25, 2009 . 1:52 AM

I have been listening and listening and listening to japanese songs this few days...maybe going to become weeks...Nt sure if it will stretch to months...LOL...went to k box yesterday with gerald bixia and kendrick...Suddenly all of us isn't veri enthu about singing on that day....but we did sang many same songs, which i think tat was the reason why it became boring...

My Enlistment date is approaching...22nd october... Most of my frens has went in...Some of the rest..preparing to go in...Anyway, I will be the last to enter. Haha thinking of it isn't any bad, but thinking of the future, makes me worried alittle, not sure if it is because i am too bored or wat, i start to worried and scared about, the path ahead...

Thou i noe, i always told myself, in the 2 years in army wait patiently and think carefully wat i wana study but I think i am more of a pessismistic person, sometimes can't get the bad thoughts of my mind...Keep afraid of the uncertainty that holds beyond my visions...

Mum used to say that i am person tat takes things for granted..lolz..
I am nt very confident in myself either...but i always willing to try....
I guess it is still too early to do anything yet...might as well..nt to worried much, making myself suffer more LOL...


25/9/2009 ---------2.02am

Surf the net...and went to ai otsuka's fan page..saw tis line

"You’re introduced to an instrument only once.
Your acquaintance is the chosen fate of the instrument.
Even if you have a painful experience—even if you become discouraged, Together you make it through, together you give it your all, together you smile.
Then sound is born.
What’s important is that you walk facing forward, without turning your back to it, and coming to an understanding. To never run away. And then the rest is history, forever deepening.

Life is only wasted when this isn’t realized early enough☆

Someone questioned, does passion has an expiry date?

Maybe...

But for me i hope it can last forever ~

Until next time !!!! O.O